As I contemplate I'm hovering over a mug of steamy vinegar water in hopes of alleviating the pain of a sinus infection. The pain of which is far more than the dull piercing in my right cheek, but the incapability of being an effective mother, wife, or really human being in general. I'm in a fog mentally; physically my nose is raw from the 4 rolls of toilet paper deemed kleenex & the fountain of a substance you'd prefer me not to describe is really starting to gross me out.
So, B-L-A-H-G. that's what it is. blahg. I write here to report something we've accomplished and this is what I have to report. My poor children are surviving, but are stir-crazy & starving for brain food. My husband is working his own job, & mine. & I am blahg.
From what I've read these types of ailments can go on for a while. It's difficult not to cry when thinking about this, but I'm trying to see a light at the end of the tunnel. Everyday I wake up & think, 'surely there will be a day when I awake & don't immediately reach for the TP at my bedside, or the ibuprofen for the pain.' This thought spurs me to get through each day (ungracefully, to say the least). I'm not dying of this, my life is generally terrific. It simply amazes me at how my soul cries when my body ails me. It may sound dramatic, but blahg.
In summary, however, the sun is shining & I hear tell of 60degree weather this weekend. All around spring is coming, regardless of uninvited snowfalls & freezing temperatures.
The bulbs emerge:
The forget-me-nots blossom (my favorite flower, so you know):
And my sinus cavity will drain & heal before I perish...
I'm avoiding antibiotics. I'm on a steady regimen of horse radish eating, neti-pot using, vinegar water drinking, colloidal silver sniffing & steamy shower taking. Any other recommendations for this condition?
